I'm going to stay in a hostel!

Am super excited. Well, it's not confirmed yet because we haven't sent in our application. But hopefully it happens.

Going to bunk in with the one and only Liyana Sajupri.

Reason #1 to room in with Liyana - She can cook.

Me: I need to save money while in the hostel.
Liyana: We will cook our own food!
Me: Errrrr...
Liyana: It will save a lot of money!
Me: Okay Liyana! Thank you for volunteering.
Liyana: I cook, you do laundry!


Okay well, I'm planning to do some cooking myself when in the hostel. Mee Goreng ke... Tom Yam ke.. Ayam Masak Merah.. Rendang... Briyani.. Kau tengok jer lah eh Liyana...

Anyway I heard that hostel got a lot of cicaks. Especially in the toilet. Wahh this part , me no like!
Macam... lebih rela tak mandi dari masuk toilet yang ader cicak. So I'm not sure how that's going to turn out..


Currently, I am still contract teaching at Eunos Primary until August. Kids make the job really fun. Was teaching a primary 2 class English just now.

Me: It would be nice if those students who finish faster would help those who are still doing. But not to help them copy , or be very harsh to them. Don't say to your friend *acts* "Eh! Do faster! Do faster! Don't know how to do? You are very stupid.. This-
Students : Orhhhhhh *while wagging finger*
Me: Yes?
Students: Teacher you say *whisper* stupid...
Me: Very good, you know that its wrong to say that. Good children. I was giving you an example of how bad children will behave..
Student: Then teacher, you must say "example".


I am in the correct profession.

Hello world,

It's been a while hasn't it. I've been on tumblr, in case you are wondering. This blog is for the rare occasions like today.


Anyway I have found out exactly why I look like I do.

( SECRET )

Dear You,

You are going through a journey that have changed many. I'm afraid but I know you will one way or another, change. I hope its good rather than bad. But knowing you, I believe it'll be good. And when you change, I do not know how our friendship will be. Maybe we'll argue all the time, maybe we'll get bored of each other's company, maybe you'll meet someone you want to be with, maybe a fitnah will occur and tear us apart. We wouldn't know.

I think for now, we have stretched as far as, unspoken promises could go. And without meaning to, I have given you the ability to break a part of my heart. I am only human afterall.

What's in store for us. I wonder.

- Raudah

I FEEL LIKE DANCING!

Blast on some music and start going crazy. It's been a long while I've been without the privacy of my own room. My nenek will probably start reciting ayat kursi if I start dancing in our room now.

The last time I danced was during Karaoke session which, you wouldn't really call dancing because I think the owner of that place will chase us out if we start treating the room as a club. And then we'll appear on STOMP.

Now I kind of miss dance practices from secondary school. Kind of. Haha.



An all girls party anyone?

There's this really great page on facebook. [link]

One of the status posted recently was.

"Take out a piece of paper. Write down 10 good traits (i.e. personality, character, etc) you would want in your future spouse. Done? Now look over this list and try to have those traits yourself! :) Work on them! That which you seek, find in yourself first insha'Allah . Like someone asked once: Would you marry you? May bless us all to be righteous spouses, ameen!"

APER LAGI!


I've already listed them down. And boy, I have not been fair! Hwahaha. Some confirm, I don't have (yet).

Some are questionable.
For example,

"love me even if I become fat and ugly."


errrrrrr...
hmmmmmmm...



Anyway there's a few traits that involves religion. And I have to remind myself that I must work towards that if I want that in my future spouse.


And yes I know, I have to wait long long before I get married. TAKPER! THINK FORWARD!

It's 4.00 am and Im still wide awake in front of this computer.

And to top it up, a cockroach crawled down to my leg from I don't know which part of my body!! I freaked out like crazy when I felt it crawling because I thought it was a lizard. But it wasn't.

I'm not sure if the cockroach is still inside this room. I almost wanted to squash it with the nearest object I found (An empty box) but stopped at the last minute because I spotted a tiny cockroach just inches away from it.

THE DAMN THING HAS A SON! Can you believe it. I can't possibly, kill the mother with the son watching right?! That's just evil. So I opened the balcony door.

I don't know where it went.

But the next time it crawls up my leg... *makes squashing movements*.

Yesterday, I walked along the big big field in front of Ghufran with my eyes closed. It was a huge field stretching from Sun Plaza Park to Darul Ghufran Mosque. I know I must have looked pretty crazy if anyone were to see me. But nobody was there and the field was huge enough for me to walk with my eyes closed without knocking into anything.

I was thinking today, amidst all the messy and complicated thoughts in my head, how nice it would be to just lie down somewhere and look at the stars. And be grateful to Allah for his creation. Star gazing can really be quite a good way to reflect. Because you see nothing else but the sky and stars.


Sometimes we spend too long dwelling over worldly matters that we forget to thank Allah.

Its 3.27 am. A few minutes ago I made an entry to announce that I will be moving to tumblr.

Because i was too lazy to resize my cupcake photos and upload it on photobucket and transfer them here while tumblr can do that with the click of a button. And I am still lazy so the entry on my cupcakes will be on tumblr.

I don't think I will be moving permanently to tumblr though. It makes me feel like like a playgirl to just forget about livejournal like that. Don't ask me why. It just doesn't feel right. I feel really comfortable here.

So anyway, yes. cupcakes. i baked cupcakes.

Serious tak bedek! TAK CAYA TGK!

Wow, I haven't been blogging in a while huh.

Its not that I'm out of stories to tell, you know. I just haven't had the time to blog.